Her insecurity
Came out as strong assertiveness
And deep vulnerability
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She was angry, deeply furious
She was angry
deeply furious
but she would never face that anger
or express it
never from a place of allowance
Instead she would do yoga
mindfullness
and meditation around the clock
And have her mega furious outbursts
every once in a while
I´m not perfect – I’m endlessly much more than that
I´m not perfect
I’m endlessly much more than that
I am not your idea of love
And never ever will be
I am me
Uniquely different
From anything and everything you’ve ever seen
And yet similar to a lot of it
But very very different
Just like you
Can you let me be?
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The possibility of wrong
When she opened up to the possibilty
that she might be in the wrong place
with the wrong people
her world changed instantly
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She decided to move him out of the way
She was provoked
Deeply provoked
It was way to true
and she hated it
and deeply loved it
She decided to move him out of the way
and surround herself
with more illusions
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If you love me why don´t you believe in me?
If you love me
Like you say you do
Why dont you believe in me?
Why don´t you think that me
With all my love
Passion
and wisdom
Would be able to do
Anything I set myself to?
If you love me
Deeply
Why dont you believe in deeply
Whatever I put my heart
Soul
And passion
To?
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The Slow, slow …… start of the year – Still in la la land
The slow
slow
Start of the year
When people pretend to be back at work
but they’re not
Where people pretend to kickstart the year
but they dont
They will
but more around end of January
Until then
still in la la land
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She was an oyster
She was an oyster
She didnt say anything
To anyone
And that spoke volumes
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I told him the truth
I told him the truth
I gave him my very honest answer to his question
And that was the end
of our relationship
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Never did they want you to not live
Never did they want you to not live
Those you lost
And those who lost you
Never did they want you
To not live
Never did they want you
To define your life
From loosing
Or winning
Always did they want you
To learn
Grow stronger
Wiser
Be better
Always did they love you
From deep down within
Always will they love you
Still